forever and ever the scars will remain...

i can feel you falling away...

i can see you starting to break...

theres something buried in the words..

your tears are adding to the hurt...

reflection

Be like the flowing river,

silent in the night.

be not afraid of the dark.

if there are stars in the sky, reflect them back.

it there are clouds in the sky,

remember, clouds, like the river, are water,

so gladly reflect them too,

in your own tranquil depths.

-manuel banderia

unseen unspoken uneverything

its been 3 weeks since this started..

this is so sad..

if life was a video game..

if life was a video game, it would be much much more amazing, there will be no dull-almost-7months-of-doing-nothing, more travelling to new places, more getting to know people, more adventures, more money, in short more fun! oh, and dont forget the stunning graphics and its superb gameplay!

if i videogames can be made real, i want to be a fucking badass thief( because i use daggers and the like in battle). i do 'quests' to make money and get stronger, ill make a group of other players and we will make a stronghold, conquer other groups in war.. with some extra stuffs to do on the side.. oh that would be so cool..

haha it like a mix of FF9 with suikoden!

why does life... have to be this cruel..

massive head trauma

has anyone felt banging your head to the floor and realizing how much pain it felt,

maybe that pain is better than living like a purposeless piece of crap,

realizing all frustrations, past mistakes, and everything not nice...

its kinda like a massive head trauma that never heals...

sigh,

ang aking pagbabalik...

muli akong nag lagay ng mga walang katuturang mga konsepto galing aking isip dito sa blog ko na halos wala namang nagbabasa.. hahaha

may hinihintay lang ako idownload.. tagal kc 25 mins more pa ang sabe.. haha at nde ku naman mahagilap c bebe, nde naman ol, nde dn naman nagrereply,...

its like 1yr na nung grumaduate ako ng college...

nakakamiss pala talaga ang school... pero nde ko naman cnsbe na sana bumagsak nlng ako s skul hehe..

nakakamiss ang maging busy..

i miss my life..

i know ill get it back someday soon..

yan dn cguro sasabhn ku sau pag tinanong mu aku ngaun..

+a3 n2L06 na A+a..